What a Day

I was so demoralized by today's paper. Am i not doing well enough? What makes it worse is the weather that followed. made me think it as a bad omen,heh. Saw my classmates encouraging each other as they are not doing well either. I cant help but to feel lousy. Is this negativity? or is it motivation by disguise ? I dont know,i just want to relax my mind now. Maybe head for a run or something in this weather. Sore throat creeping up to me now, so uncomfortable. Why is it always so dry even after i drank so many water?I need some encouragement..